Everyday I am losing my optimism. I used to be content just hearing from you. I can't believe someone as highly as I think of you is actually spending time with me. Times are different now. Technology had made it easier for people to connect with each other with less effort and more time. I know the only reason you are hanging out with me is because it's convenient for you to do so. Yet I can't help but have false hopes that maybe it's more than that. Maybe this is already something else.